I got postpartum depression after the birth of my second child. The depression caused me to become overwhelmed with anxiety, and I couldn't get even five minutes of sleep at night. 

Then the worst thing imaginable happened —- my four-month-old baby suffocated and died in his sleep because I hadn't been able to notice his distress; I had been incapacitated by my depression medication. 

After that, my days were drowned in tears, and I just wanted to die. But then, through my sister, I heard an amazing news:

I could see my baby again! Death wasn't the end!