The words declared during one worship service, "the church bought with the blood of God," wouldn't leave my mind.
I realized that the church was something that God had exchanged His own life for.
The church was God's dream ever since before the beginning of creation, and through the church, which is the body of Christ, God made it possible for the people of the world to believe in Jesus.
I thought that, though I believed in Jesus, the church had nothing to do with me. That was why I judged and looked down at the church based on how I felt and moved from one church to another. I realized just how wrong this was.